Dear Zack, Ashton and Amahlia,
Today your little brother will be joining us. He is going to be a lucky little man to have you all as his brother's and sister. He will be loved I know that. Which makes me love you all so much. Zack you want me to call him Brandon. I have no idea where the name came from, but you have stuck with it for quite a while now. I don't hate the name at all, but its not the right name for him. Ashton you just wanted to go to sea world and Mahli when I left you with nan and pop you were high as a kite. I hope you slept for nan and pop.
I have been thinking about you all. Leaving you up the road a few houses away kills me. Everyone thinks I am weird but I find it so hard you all being away from me. Mahli this is the first night ever I have been away from you. I can't wait to see you all and see you meet your new little brother. I made dad take photo of the 4 of us before I dropped you off at nan and pops so I will have them with me at the hospital while you are not there with me. Yes ok I am bad, but I love you!!!
I love you all so much my precious children.
Love mum
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
My songs to you!
When each of you were born and until now still I sing this song to you. I totally made it up but it always calmed each one of you. It is the tune to frere a shaka (Frère Jacques). It goes like this.
Zackarie
I love Zackie/Zackarie
I love Zackie/Zackarie
Yes I do
Yes I do
And I always will
And I always will
Love you, Zackie/ Zackarie
Ashton
I love Ashy/ Ashton
I love Ashy/ Ashton
Yes I do
Yes I do
And I always will
And I always will
Love you, Ashy/ Ashton
Amahlia
I love Mahli/ Amahlia
I love Mahli/ Amahlia
Yes I do
Yes I do
And I always will
And I always will
Love you, Mahli/ Amahlia
Koen
I love Koen/ Koey
I love Koen/ Koey
Yes I do
Yes I do
And I always will
And I always will
Love you, Koen/ Koey
Love you all my babies!!!
Zackarie
I love Zackie/Zackarie
I love Zackie/Zackarie
Yes I do
Yes I do
And I always will
And I always will
Love you, Zackie/ Zackarie
Ashton
I love Ashy/ Ashton
I love Ashy/ Ashton
Yes I do
Yes I do
And I always will
And I always will
Love you, Ashy/ Ashton
Amahlia
I love Mahli/ Amahlia
I love Mahli/ Amahlia
Yes I do
Yes I do
And I always will
And I always will
Love you, Mahli/ Amahlia
Koen
I love Koen/ Koey
I love Koen/ Koey
Yes I do
Yes I do
And I always will
And I always will
Love you, Koen/ Koey
Love you all my babies!!!
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Zackarie James 5 years 7 months
Dear Zack,
You are getting so big. Both size and in maturity. I tell you all the time it makes me sad and you ask why I said because you are my baby. Your answer to that is Mahli is your baby and soon you will have a new baby. You don't understand yet that you will always be my baby no matter how old or big you are. You have had such a growth spurt the last month or so.
This last week of school holidays you and Ashton have been playing so nicely together. None of the fighting I usually have. I just love watching you play together. Its adorable! I also love seeing you be nice to your brother, he loves you so much and you can be so mean to him at times. You love to chase Mahli around on your hands and knees. She thinks its tops to as she runs away giggling from you. I gave Mahli a smack on the hand for being naughty the other day and I heard you mutter "stupid". I asked you what you said you looked at me in alarm and said nothing, I didn't say nothing. I said who is stupid and you looked at me like shit she heard me but answered you hurt Mahli, Don't hurt Mahli.
You are writing everything and have suprised me on how much you already know such as most of your numbers 0-10. You have such lovely handwriting at the moment to. I hope it stays that way. You can write pop and mum without having to copy just like your own name now. Won't be long until there is plenty more you can write as at the moment it is all you love to do. You are drawing some pretty impressive pictures too. Sea monsters, zoo's, fishing trips, dragons, maps, I love to display them on the fridge.
You are such a worrier. You are worried about me being away when I go have this baby. We were talking about it the other day and you asked when again (as to you, it is taking forever). I said mum will go very early in the morning to have him you said and we will stay with dad with alarm on your face. I said no daddy will come with me then you started panicing about being left on your own. I explained that you would have a sleep over with Manly nan and pop. Then you were worried that you wouldn't wake up to be the first one to see the baby. I assured you nan and pop would wake you and bring you to the hospital to see me and the new baby. You love to "freak the baby out" as you call it you place your head on my tummy and listen for him then if he doesn't move you blow raspberries on my tummy. You think it is so funny. God I love you! You have been so helpful since I have a big stomache. You know it is hard for me to pick up mess off the floor so you go around and pick everything up and put it on the lounge for me so I don't have to bend over to get it. You have also a few times just decided to pick up the toyroom toys for me to make it easier on me <3 <3 <3
You are so excited by Kaylie and Lindsays wedding. I suspect when it actually happens you will be like what is that all it was. I know you will have a good time at Salamanders Bay though.
Zack you are the most wonderful, specialist big boy. Love you so much!!!!
Love Mum
You are getting so big. Both size and in maturity. I tell you all the time it makes me sad and you ask why I said because you are my baby. Your answer to that is Mahli is your baby and soon you will have a new baby. You don't understand yet that you will always be my baby no matter how old or big you are. You have had such a growth spurt the last month or so.
This last week of school holidays you and Ashton have been playing so nicely together. None of the fighting I usually have. I just love watching you play together. Its adorable! I also love seeing you be nice to your brother, he loves you so much and you can be so mean to him at times. You love to chase Mahli around on your hands and knees. She thinks its tops to as she runs away giggling from you. I gave Mahli a smack on the hand for being naughty the other day and I heard you mutter "stupid". I asked you what you said you looked at me in alarm and said nothing, I didn't say nothing. I said who is stupid and you looked at me like shit she heard me but answered you hurt Mahli, Don't hurt Mahli.
You are writing everything and have suprised me on how much you already know such as most of your numbers 0-10. You have such lovely handwriting at the moment to. I hope it stays that way. You can write pop and mum without having to copy just like your own name now. Won't be long until there is plenty more you can write as at the moment it is all you love to do. You are drawing some pretty impressive pictures too. Sea monsters, zoo's, fishing trips, dragons, maps, I love to display them on the fridge.
You are such a worrier. You are worried about me being away when I go have this baby. We were talking about it the other day and you asked when again (as to you, it is taking forever). I said mum will go very early in the morning to have him you said and we will stay with dad with alarm on your face. I said no daddy will come with me then you started panicing about being left on your own. I explained that you would have a sleep over with Manly nan and pop. Then you were worried that you wouldn't wake up to be the first one to see the baby. I assured you nan and pop would wake you and bring you to the hospital to see me and the new baby. You love to "freak the baby out" as you call it you place your head on my tummy and listen for him then if he doesn't move you blow raspberries on my tummy. You think it is so funny. God I love you! You have been so helpful since I have a big stomache. You know it is hard for me to pick up mess off the floor so you go around and pick everything up and put it on the lounge for me so I don't have to bend over to get it. You have also a few times just decided to pick up the toyroom toys for me to make it easier on me <3 <3 <3
You are so excited by Kaylie and Lindsays wedding. I suspect when it actually happens you will be like what is that all it was. I know you will have a good time at Salamanders Bay though.
Zack you are the most wonderful, specialist big boy. Love you so much!!!!
Love Mum
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