Dear Mahli,
Mt precious girl, you have found the last 9 weeks hard. I do feel guilty. You are still a baby and you don't understand. You don't understand that the bubba needs mummy more than you at the moment because it was you that had so much of my attention not long ago. It was you who was the baby. I have shed many guilty tears about it all. I have tried so hard to give you as much attention as I can but its not all of my attention so its not good enough.
You just love to read and I think this is a big thing you miss. We use to read several books every night before bed but that is hard at the moment. Even when I do try to read to you. If Koen is on my lap you want him gone NOW!!!! You love to point to the animals while I make the noises they make. You think its great!
You are saying so many words. Such a clever chook.
You love giving kisses we were just playing a game where you where pretending to smack me I would pretend to cry so you would hug me moving closer making kissing noise then giving me a kiss to make me feel better. It was very sweet! You are FOREVER kissing Koen now that you have finally accepted him. Some times is so often it drives me mad LOL. Zack also gets many kisses and you sneak a few in to Ashton to when he is watching tv, its very cute and funny.
Lollies are your favourites. You ask for Loll lolls all the time. At Manly nan and pops you go up to nan or pop and look up at them and say loll loll and off you walk to the room where they are. If they don't come you come back and do the same thing over and over again. You are very patient yet persistent. Cheese sticks and the leSnack cheese and biscuits are also a fav.
Manly nan is your favourite person especially after you spent a week with her when I had Koen. She comes home from work when we are up there and you go running outside to her in her car yelling nan nan with your arms out to be picked up. Nan loves it. Pop is still very high up but you are a nannies girl.
You are a girl that knows what she wants and will get it. If someone takes something off you, says no or does something you don't like you let us all know. You will whing and whine until you are so annoying its easier to give in to shut you up. You are going to be such a spoilt thing having your 3 brothers watch over you and protect you. Zack just idolises you so much.
You are the master of the cheesy, I am not doing anything, butter wouldn't melt, face. I love the grin you give us and you do it so often. Its like you are saying its ok mummy just breath I won't do anything naughty. Look at how cute I am, see! Don't get mad but...... such a cheeky thing you are!
You and Ashton together is trouble. When Zack is at school you are off together getting up to no good. I love listening to you both giggling away together. God help me.
Amahlia I still just love your name but I love you so much more. You are such a strong willed thing. Its not a negative thing I don't think so keep it up (just not with me ok). I love love love you so much you cheeky, beautiful, precious girl.
Love
Mum xoxo