Its been 12 months that you have been with me. In all that time I have spent 1 night away from you. That was the night I was stuck in bed after my spinal after having you. Gee it killed me you not being with me that night, I was sooo pissed the midwives wouldn't let me go in a wheelchair to see you and be with you. I shed soooooo many tears. Every night since then you have slept with me in my hands. EVERY night. I know soon I am going to have to make you sleep in your own bed, but I do love snuggling with you every night, more than I have admitted to anyone. Your father is missing me sleeping with him, I have been sleeping in Zacks bed with you, and Zack with dad as I am scared your father may lie on you.
You are such a smiley girl. You give everyone a smile, you happily make everyone happy as you give them a smile. You see me and your eyes light up and give me a huge smile. I don't even have to work for it. It just melts my heart. Every morning you wake me up with you squirming I look down at you and you are looking at me and you give me the hugest smile, it makes the beginning of my days perfect.
You watch the boys play, taking it all in. They love you so much and you love them just as much. Zack is ALWAYS cuddling and kissing you. Squeezing you so tight. 95% of the time you take it in your stride, the other 5 % you whinge telling him to leave you alone as he does it to your 1000 times a day. Ash is a bit more laid back as he is younger. Although when he sees you he always says "hey" and has to put a hand on you. He also pat pats you when you are crying like I do trying to make you stop or gives you a kiss on the head. He has also tried to share some food with you making me jump yelling no at him as he tries to put it in your mouth.
You are such a big talker. You coo at anyone who talks to you. So many people comment on it. Its mighty cute. Its like you have this big story to tell us and you talk away.
Still 3 months on I can't believe how much hair you have. I do really love that you have hair. I was happy that the boys had very little hair, but you being a girl needs to have hair. Although it does just stick right up at the moment. It isn't long enough to lie down, its so cute my gorgeous girl.
You are my precious girl. I love you so much.
Love Mum xxxooo
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